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umm yeah, not too much to say, pretty much it seems like these last few days have been going way slower and have less excitement. i think when i go to the beach it will all change.


yesterday i hung out with akash at the spectrum and then stopped by northwood high to talk some more. after that i went to travis's water polo game which he won so im happy for him. it was just me and lana there. unfortunatly there was a party after. i couldnt go, i wasnt known within the water polo community. its alright i dont know if i would. after that i kinda did nothing. and eventually i saw step brothers. it was pretty funny. its nice to laugh that hard so it made me happy,

i got woken up today by fucking workers in my house that are changing the tiles in my bathroom.. yeahh so i got about 3-4 hours of sleep. i didnt fall asleep to really earily last night. and. now what do i do. i cant take a shower.


to however is reading this.
thanks.

the dark knight

yeah i know its been a while. but. i want to say. mike made it possible for us to get amazing seats. haha it made the whole "camp out" experience..

16.5 hours waiting. dammmnn

New camera

i got a new camera, so. i took pictures.. haha

i feel like david, while hes not here. someones gotta do it

worst nightmare

Complements of Imogen Heap "The moment i said it"

the moment I said it,
The moment I opened my mouth
Lead in your eyelids,
Bulldozed the life out of me

I know what you're thinking,
But darling you're not thinking straight
Sadly things just happen we can't explain

It's not even light out,
But you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
No I’ve never seen you like this,
And I don't like it
I don't like it
I don't like it at all

Just put back the car keys,
Or somebody's gonna get hurt
Who are you calling at this hour?
Sit down, come round, I need you now
We'll work it all out together,
But we're getting nowhere tonight
Now sleep, I promise it'll all seem better,
Somehow in time

It's not even light out,
Suddenly (suddenly) oh, you've somewhere to be
With no hesitation
Oh, I've never seen you like this
You're scaring me
You're scaring me
You're scaring me to death

Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (and a-[please] nother one)
Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (and a-[please] nother one)

I'm losing you, I'm losing you
Trust me on this one
I've got a bad feeling,
Trust me on this one
You're gonna throw it all away
With no hesitation


(Smash)

present: kevin

I worked so hard,
to get where I am,
tell me why I feel this way?
Cause everywhere I go, people don't know,
that I'm about to go crazy
I pushed so hard,
like everyday to really give a damn,
what they say
I'm a keep my head up,
I'm a make it to the top, now tell me who will ride for me?

i've never been in this sort of position with my emotions. i feel stuck, and either way i go, doesnt work. ill just try to throw it to the side, but in then end. it comes up and its whatever. im really tired of it all. i want things to go back to the way they were. i just dont know what else i can do but pray. i loved my spirit before this time.

love you, 4eAeB

i feel

like my life as gotten to the point where everything is a routine. I'm kinda sad now, maybe its cuz its summer and im bored, i just feel like i wake up. go on my laptop for an hour or more. then get ready for work: work, then go home and then go out and hang out with friends. and then it repeats the next day.


i'm really dying for a day where i can break my norm and do something thats adventurous or exciting.











thats dope.




love. kev