it's hard to...

constantly wonder. With wondering comes worry. I really wish I could just not give a shit but at the same time I know it's because I still have all of IT still:/

Ehh I dont care what they say. No one has any sort of clue, they don't know you like I do, call me dumb but I cant help it. FUCk

fade into the background

it really stinks when you live in just the moment for little moments here and there. and in the long run you sit and wonder, "if. or when all this bullshit will end"

I really thought that i was a better person that what im getting in return.


to karma: what the fuck did i do, to get this?



-kevin

eh

after having a giant family party you would be surprised on how many people ask me "this" or "that" and how much shittier it made me feel about the situation. ehhh

besides that it was nice to see errbody.

...word spreads around my family. shit.

i really.

have no idea.

i dont know if i should sit and wait, or if i should stop and move to the next square.

i dont think i could do either ever if i tried.

i want to be the way i should, i wish i could take back all ive done. i dont have any words but. sorry.

i dont have any other thing to say but .

i love you. and want to